My Brother is getting married! Akkkk!

My Brother is getting married on February 25th! Akkkkkkk!Yes, it's scary. Please be praying for all of us, especially him.Well the "intensive indoctrination against xanga" members better get a move on if they want to convert me completely. I have been recieving severall comments on my xanga site and it's making me feel quite important over there.I was not a happy camper last night. I wanted to come to you guyses court of honor but Dad said that he didn't feel right about me being the only one from our family who was going so he wouldn't let me go. No I was not Miss Jolly at all. I know that my sound like I'm being childish and silly, but I'd known about it for weeks and was looking forward to going. As you might (or might not) be able to tell, I'm kinda what some people call a "social butterfly." I love to be around people and being homeschooled doesn't give you tons of opportunities to do that. Atleast you guys get to see eachother at scouts and stuff.We NEED TO GET A VENTURE CREW STARTED!And with those feelings of sincerity and frustration mixed together forming an outburst of passion , I leave you with a picture of the dress I've wanted for years but perhaps will never posses.