From now on
I'm quite torn. I never know what to post anymore. Besides that if I post something on my blog and try to post the same thing on xanga it usually doesn't make sense to people over there. Same could be said for the reverse. So I will just not try to let it bother me and put whatever I want.
I've been Journaling since I was about 9 yrs old and I've found it to be an awesome way to let things out and just get it out there. It's just so relieving.
So from now on I'm going to be writing whatever I need too in order for me to "let it out". No it won't always be deep and thoughtful. Alot of times being random is the way I "let it out." Just know that I'm not worried about what others may think and my posts will be reflecting that. You'll have to accept me for who I am.
I'm feeling rather down as of now. I'm not sure exactly why. Maybe it's just that I've been trying to do things of my own strength. I've been ignoring things that should be dealt with, and carrying a load that shouldn't be carried alone.
When things go wrong , I tend to just ignore the problem thinking "oh it will all work out by itself" and I don't share it with anyone. I tend to shy away from things that I shoud cling to and find relief in. My heart puts up a wall that won't allow me to be hurt, and I go on like that for a while just fine, untill everything builds up too much pressure, gets too full and begins to spill over and break through. That's when I finally break down and give it over to the Lord. But I always end up repeating the cycle over and over and over again.
Well I think the wall is about to bust once more. It won't be too long. I would appreciate it if you guys would be praying for me and my family. Thanks
Bree
I've been Journaling since I was about 9 yrs old and I've found it to be an awesome way to let things out and just get it out there. It's just so relieving.
So from now on I'm going to be writing whatever I need too in order for me to "let it out". No it won't always be deep and thoughtful. Alot of times being random is the way I "let it out." Just know that I'm not worried about what others may think and my posts will be reflecting that. You'll have to accept me for who I am.
I'm feeling rather down as of now. I'm not sure exactly why. Maybe it's just that I've been trying to do things of my own strength. I've been ignoring things that should be dealt with, and carrying a load that shouldn't be carried alone.
When things go wrong , I tend to just ignore the problem thinking "oh it will all work out by itself" and I don't share it with anyone. I tend to shy away from things that I shoud cling to and find relief in. My heart puts up a wall that won't allow me to be hurt, and I go on like that for a while just fine, untill everything builds up too much pressure, gets too full and begins to spill over and break through. That's when I finally break down and give it over to the Lord. But I always end up repeating the cycle over and over and over again.
Well I think the wall is about to bust once more. It won't be too long. I would appreciate it if you guys would be praying for me and my family. Thanks
Bree
posted by Bree @ 6:42 PM
5 Comments:
At 11:11 PM,
Bree said…
Ha ha! well that picked me up for a moment.
When in doubt......watch Veggie Tales!
At 9:56 AM,
Leighanne said…
I too am rather depressed at the moment. Last night in youth group we watched a video of children uin Kenyhs. There stomachs were swollen and you could see the bones in their faces. Life is so unfair. I cried.
-JC
At 10:45 PM,
Jeff said…
I have to say I will pray for you and your family.
Though in doubt turn to spiders they will help, I know them as my enemys.
Just believe me they'll talk you out of it with their psychology.
There I was in doom's cave, and they said, "Knight of valor do not be distressed I will help.]Yeah, yeah, yep!Yeah!
Believe it or not they did help.
They sure did, then I squashed him.
Just before I was going to give him a blow with my sword he said,"Help me, Help me! I could of sworn he sounded like the fly!
See so when in doubt turn to the spiders, but make sure you whack them behind your neck, will you?
P.S Really kill them I hate them, their are to many of them, I'm going nutty.Oh, my................!
There goes one down the wall, $@#45(...##2%$..............................!Docter we lossed him.No!No!
I GUESS I'LL SEE YOU TOMARROW.
Don't forget your bro?
Kightsvalor
At 6:49 AM,
Leighanne said…
Who can come to this civil war ball? Is it a homeschoolers-only deal? I have a good friend from "the outside world" that would love to do it.
At 8:06 AM,
Bree said…
I guess we could mske it for whoever we wanted it to be for. If Esther is wanting it to be kinda of like a Homeschool Graduation thingy, than I would say that you could bring other people that wanted to be a part of that. I'll talk to her today and see what she thinks.
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