This post is dedicated to all of you.

Wow, I'm touched(seriously). I hadn't expected such an upheaval of concern and interest in response to my post. I must say that I think I'm doing better.

Wednesday night, Ashley left a comment and it just hit me where I needed it and ...... I broke loose...... In other words she made me cry. More still needs to break loose though. It's not over and I'm still not doing things that I should. But Ash, you are a great friend, thanks for being there for me like you always have, I need to call you more often, it helps.

Thursday was fun though. We got to do a phone bank for Wayne Christian and it was rather laughable ALOT of the time. People being rude and cussing you out is somewhat hysterical after you hang up.

There were several things that cheered me up this week, one of the main people ( he can believe it or not but tis true) was Caleb. The fact that you not only tried, but actually wanted to make me a bow absolutely made my day. And It matters not to me (though it would be totally awesome) whether or not you do end up making a sword, just the very fact that you want to is incomprehensible and gives me unspeakable joy.

Evan's letters also cheered me up, that kid is (hehe I can talk about him without him knowing. muahahaha!) crazy and always makes me laugh. Also I got to stay over at their house till about 11:40pm Thursday night. I stood by and watched as Evan crawled around under his house and squeezed through tiny holes that should not be sqeezed through, in order to fix a pipe that broke requiring the water to be turned off and thus no toilet( much to my dismay and discomfort). He emerged as quite a dirty fellow, when all was said and done, and couldn't even wash his hands afterward.(tragic)

Basketball was awesome today as always. I had tons of fun.

Logan, I did appreciate the email. It showed that you really do care and were sincere, Christ's love was explicit. I'm glad there's someone else who can relate to how I deal with things. (or not deal with them)

Jeff, Nick, your comments made me laugh Ha ha! Which is always good medicine.

Amanda, you are a great friend as well, I know you are there if I need talk.

Leighanne, Steffen, thanks for caring, and praying.

Thanks to everyone! I think it's awesome that all you guys are here for me and are praying for me. Cause even though I haven't known y'all long, you've made this unworthy person feel welcome and wanted (whether or not I am). It really does mean alot. I know you all are there if I need a shoulder to lean on or a listening ear.
This is what the Body of Christ should be like all the time.

Tomorrow are Camp staff interviews so we are going to be in Lake town for yet another weekend. Caleb and Joy, you guys seriously need to get your folks to talk to my folks about lunch sometime.

Cool whip is like calf slobber.

And with that I leave you.